I feel like stabbing something.

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.


FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK.



^$%@&^#&^*%$%@*&&#T^.





I haven't been able to sign in onto MSN Messenger since yesterday. I just keep on getting discconected, and MSN will connect me back just for me to get disconnected again AND it's just a vicious cycle, and I apologize to those who have me on their MSN list and keep on having me irritating you all by signing on and off.


That's not the end of the story yet.



My anti-virus programs just told me that I have a Trojan Horse virus, trojan horse generic7.fnt, on my laptop, and upon Googling it (what with the measly two results that were returned, out of which one was in French/Spanish/equivalent gibberish), it is actually a Trojan Horse virus that affects MSN Messenger, and make it all berserk and wonky and I will never ever be able to sign onto it.


And the worst thing is, I have lost my Windows installation CD, so I can't even reboot my laptop.



FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK.



I am never ever going to get to chat with my friends.
My family will forget about me, because we don't talk anymore, and I will fade from my friends' memory, and never again can I exchange MSN contacts with newly met friends. No more try-to-get-to-know-you-better way of contacting acquaintances in a casual, nonchalant way.
I AM GOING TO BE A SOCIAL OUTCAST!!!



Anyone knows anything about IT?? Viruses??? Trojan Horses??? Magic spells to return my life to normal???????????


Ok. I am too depressed. Am going to buy my Gucci bag now.
Bye.