Shattered.

I am damn emo. :(











No, it has nothing to do with my previous entry! I am damn emo 'cause I broke my bottle of Shishedo toner. T______T





Just talked about it in my recent entry.




I swear, I looked in shock at the shattered bottle on the floor for a good whole minute. I didn't even know it was made of glass!!! I mean, haven't they considered consumers like ME??? Shouldn't they manufacture toiletries in plastic bottles for klutzes like me. T_____T


It's barely used (I am only 3 weeks into it)! I reckon it could last me at least another 2 months. Now I have to fork out money to buy it. FML.


I think it would cost me RM100-over to replace it (I am crossing my fingers it's not RM200-over, 'cause that would mea a major heartache for m T_T), and I couldn't help thinking of all those things I shouldn't have bought and could instead be contributed into my 'Shishedo Toner Replacement Fund':

- Vivi magazine (SGD9)
- Famous Amos cookies (SGD9.20)
- Facial cotton (SGD4.95)
- Waffle (SGD1.60 wtf)

... I really don't spend a lot on work days! Not many corners I can cut back on. -_-


And I am on a Vivi frenzy recently! I don't even like the girlie Japanese fashion that much, I buy it just to gawk at the Vivi models.




In case you are wondering how Vivi models look like:

























Makes me feel so shameful for all those times that people have commented that I look like a Japanese, 'cause god, I look nothing like that. T______________T




Anyway, speaking of saving WTF, my friend is going to Europe next month, and he offered to help me get some luxury goods since designer goods are slightly cheaper in Europe + the Euro currency is really low now. I was all ho-hum, 'cause like I said, designer goods don't move me the way they did before... until I found out I can save RM800-over for a LV wallet with a koala clasp??!!! And Chanel classic cost less than my one month's salary???!!

I mean, my bonus is coming up in July... *drums fingers on table top* :P


I might not think that the number of bags define my happiness, but it doesn't mean I will pass up a good deal when it is smacked right in front of my face wtf.


Tentatively thinking of a Chanel (most likely not, 'cause they don't have the color I want this season), and maybe a new wallet? My current wallet, which incidentally I got for my birthday last year:





.... looks absolutely disgusting now! T__T


'Cause there was one day my water bottle leaked, and I found my wallet lying in a pool of water in my bag. T__T That was the day it died (and my heart died a little too wtf). T__T


But maybe I should consider bringing it for a cleaning session at Prada before I think of replacing it. *practical* Not that I think it can be saved though, it really looks bad now. -_-



Temptations, temptations. :P