It's been awhile. Do you miss me?
I really hope the feeling is mutual, 'cause I do.
Boy, I do.
I am slightly nervous, like a girl before her first date. The child before her first day of school. The bride before walking down the aisle.
If I close my eyes, I can see you. I can smell you. I can almost feel you.
Are you as I remember?
'Cause the memories of you I hold dearly. Our days together, they make me smile. Our journey, oh, it's special.
I am coming back to you. After so long. Like a careless lover, I left you without a backwards glance. But it's not because I don't care. It's 'cause I know it will only deepen my longing for you.
Now that I am making the first move, coming back to you... Will you still take me in?
Will you and I etch happy, beautiful memories again, together?
'Cause, baby, that's the only thing I ask from you.
Will my train rides be filled with riddles and laughter and gossip and chatter?
Will the stairs I have once climbed be less steep? 'Cause I have grown in the years that we were apart, just like how I hope it is like with you.
The season that I have chose to meet you in... It does not have the lush jade green trees that I used to see. But will you grant me warm, cheery sunshine?
Will the giant wallet still be there?
When I walk down the Yarra river side, will the breeze still caress my cheeks like a lover's whisper?
I took on so many roles... But after all this while, will you still recognise me despite all the masks? I am still me, afterall.
Promise me you won't laugh at me when I climb onto tabletops? I am still a kid at heart.
And promise me that your city night lights, they will shine as brilliantly as before.
When I go to Camberwell market, will I be as impulsive and reckless as I was before?
I miss Miss Marples scones.. But will I have the courage to drive all the way up Mount Dandenong?
I miss the laughter we let out at the mountain top too.. I am sure it echoed all the way down. :)
Will happy, unplanned accidents happen again?
Will we let the chilly winds wake us up from our drunken stupor? And will I receive flowers from random strangers while clubbing again wtf.
Will you snicker at me if I pray to Shopping God while waiting for trams...
Don't be jealous, but I will have to have some rendezvous with my other love as well. :)
My mural walls, please be the most beautiful backdrop possible.
Once again, I miss strawberry-picking by a bit.
Alas, the season that we will meet, will not bear us fruits. Literally.
At Sexpo Nov 2007.
Will I see a giant veined penis? WTF
I miss this wall! Seven, here I come.
And when I sip on mocha lattes and munch on toasted focaccias, will my heart be warm and contented, just like old times?
But I guess, all these questions do not matter.
The main point is, we will be reunited soon.
And the memories we shared, whether if they are blurry, or if I could remember them so well it's as if they happened yesterday, they are all powerful memories. Powerful happy memories.
And now I am coming to create new memories. :)
Love,
Hui Wen.
11 comments:
you studied in melb?
beautifully written lol
PS: yes the giant wallet is still here lol
yea the clamshell wallet still there HAAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA n what the hell la so unglam lor the plastic bags at camberwell.. i once had to buy a really expensive shoe to cover up e ugly bag WTF!
anonymous: Yes, I did! :)
lavenderfloret: Hahaha, GOOD! I am so climbing onto it again! :P
mustardqueen: I KNOWWW everytime I go to camberwell I will look this unglam. T__T But I am not as vain as you to buy expensive things to cover up ok!! :P
One more day /boo
Your open letter to Melbourne is so pretty and sweet! =] Yay! Happy that you are going away (not literally) cos that means more pictures and more entries from you!! =]]]
Have a pleasant trip gal and I'm sure that Melbourne will love you back in return. Bcos love has to be mutual. lol. *pardon me for too much of personification okay?*
*sob*
so beautiful
i miss melbourne and the flat hair flats
if only i knew back then that our days were numbered, i wouldnt have gone for classes :P
have a blast my dear! and im sure u will ;)
that's sweet! im waiting for the day to go back to new zealand once again...hopefully i can go back there soon! have heaps of fun in melb. i bet you're gonna have a blast.
yayy i guess the only place i might bump into you is at seven WTF HAHA.
very well written Hui Wen. Have a fantabulous trip, and I know you will! :) Oh ya, do apply sunblock! haha
have a great time in aust! tata!
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