My worst nightmare.

*Update*
THERE IS A GOD!
I was talking to the boyfriend, and he suddenly remembered that when he came down to Singapore end of last year, he saved all my pictures into his external hard disk, 'cause he wanted a copy of our pictures! So ALL my pictures (up till end 2008) are with him! :D :D :D

Of course, there is a chance that if my hard disk can't be recovered, my 2009 pictures will be gone forever. *sniff* But thank goodness I have my blog, so I still have some sort of access to little thumbnails of my original pictures. And heck, I am just too thankful that my Melbourne pictures are safe and sound! As for the 2009 pictures, I have the next 9 months to catch. :P (somemore I am such a camwhore wtf)

The boyfriend, after egged-on by me to confirm that my pictures are indeed in his external hard disk, told me that he is going to charge me RM2 for every picture that he passes to me. -_-

"Then my dad will have to sell the bungalow la."

Hahahah serious! The amount of pictures I have is astonishing. *shy*


Ok la damn happy! *jumps around*


*/end of update*





The tone for today is solemn.

The mood for today is gray.







For...


Everyone, my worst, deepest fear has been realised! T____________________T








My deepest, darkest fear, excluding ghosts, wrinkles and car accidents wtf...





MY LAPTOP HAS CRASHED.


T______________________________T



(I am usng my work laptop now T_T)


I always read about it on other people's blogs; about how one day their laptop just can't be switched on; about viruses which attack their computers and make it wonky; about the infamous blue screens or wiped-out memories. And whilst I could sympathise with them, it was always a very faraway thing to me.

Until yesterday. T__T

I switched on my laptop, and when Windows was starting up, instead of flashing up the familiar start-up window of all user accounts, just a bright blue screen came up. A bright blue screen informing me that there is a software/hardware failure. It might as well just have flashed a death certificate of my laptop wtf. I kept on restarting and restarting my laptop, but to no avail. T____T


I am most worried about my pictures! I have had my laptop since 2004, and though it has served me well over all these years, I guess deep down I always knew this day would come. 5 years IS a very long time for a laptop to leave. :( But this also means that there are 5 years worth of pictures at stake! I am especially heavy-hearted at the idea of losing Melbourne pictures. :( Pictures with my sisters, with the boyfriend, I can always catch up on. But pictures of my life, my carefree life in Melbourne, pictures of the flat hair flat, those, I can't lose. :(


I will try to get my laptop fixed, and all my pictures retrieved this weekend. But I know the best route is to source for a new laptop. Any good recommendations, anyone? Am thinking of Fujitsu or HP now, instead of Mac.


Sigh, I hate using my work laptop la. It means I have to lug it back home everyday, and it's as heavy as a brick wtf. But I guess for the (very temporary) meanwhile, it will have to do. And you guys are in luck, it's as if I could predict the future or something wtf, 'cause over the weekend I had the foresight to upload some of my newer pictures online, so I guess I can still blog if I want to.







BOOOOO.


Cross your fingers that all my pictures will be safe and sound k! :(