Just wondering.

If you can say such things so nonchalantly about your alleged best friend, can I trust you? How do I know you won't turn around and stab me at the back too?



Friends who are not loyal are the scariest things ever. Is she just spiteful and bitter, or she just didn't think before talking? Friend or foe?

You tell me.

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I hate you.



Is it normal to dislike someone that you have never met before? There is this girl whom I know, I haven't met her in real life before, but I read her blog, and we have some mutual friends. You can say it's unfair of me to judge her from what she says in her blog, but mind you, like I said, we have quite a few of mutual friends, and none of them have anything nice to say about her. In fact, they have told me quite a bit of her, including her childhood, background etc. And whilst I can understand why she is such a bitter, self-centered snob now, it doesn't make her any more likeable. Everything is about putting down people-- everyone is not as good as her. She is better than everyone in every aspect, be it taste, class, culinary skills, even reading choices. Like wtf? And I am so weary of people like this, people who only get close to you when they deem you to be worthy. Like, when you can afford a designer bag, for instance. Omg, seriously, how shallow can a person be.

She used to be someone whom I am indifferent about, but lately, reading her blog gets on my nerves, I am finding her intolerable now, meh. Is this ok? Do you all feel like this about people that you don't know?

When I was younger, I saw the good in everyone. It was something that my boyfriend commended me on. Snobbish? She is just confident. Plump? She is voluptuous. Irritating? She is just eager to please. Unfriendly? She is just shy. But as I grow older, I find that sometimes, there are no excuses for certain people. Some people are just... nasty.

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Is imitation the most sincere form of flattery?



If someone copies you in everything she can, buying the same things as you, buying the things that you want, reciting the jokes that you made up, claiming credit for punchlines... Is it a form of compliment..? Really?

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I went shopping with my female colleagues sometime ago. It has been quite sometime since I have shopped with new people, and I have forgotten how strange it could be initially. I have always shopped with my sisters, and the Flat Hair Flat. They have gotten used to my eclectic sense of dressing, and wouldn't bat an eyelid at me trying on a bright red garden hat or placing a bunny print dress on the counter. But when I squealed in delight at that cute plastic clutch with toys embedded in the plastic or held up the bright yellow bow against my hair, my colleagues gave me weird looks. Oh, they are lovely girls, but I do comprehend why normal girls might think my dressing is strange, or over the top. Especially when we are talking about my colleagues who dress in lady-like shift dresses and buttoned-down shirts. They also made some digs about me, like holding up really hideous colorful clothings and asking me whether I am interested. -_- I don't think they were being malicious, just that.. the plastic clutch really is a little out there, I guess, haha.

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My senior just called me on my room phone, giggling like a school boy, I might add, telling me that to reward me for my hard work, him and our manager are going to award me with one cup noodle. -__________-

So I guess that's all with my pondering for today, I have a chilli crab cup noodle to claim! :P