Nervous.

*UPDATED*




Today is the big day! :)










And I am going to join the gym! So happy, my dad finally relented, and he's going to pay for my 3 month membership for me... Else, it'd be a bitch for me to fork out RM200 each month, considering that I have a monthly allowance of RM300! T___T
Damn happy. :D



Pictures!


Mey came back from Singapore, meet up meet up!




Victoria. Why her waist so small wan!




Haha, damn show off wtf.
No la, we looked like idiots la, like a Gucci troupe or something. -__-




Smalls picking up a purple fruit wtf.




And nah, blackcurrant for you!



I am off to embrace my fate now! WISH ME LUCK, EVERYONE!
Every dot, drip, drop, dash, dab of best wishes that you bestow onto me helps! :P

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I DID IT!







Cheery colors to prep myself up for the day. Y'know, to boost my courage and all. :P





My what-the-fuck unicorn earrings.
And the unicorn horns kept on poking into my cheek the whole day. -__-






Now you see, now you don't!
Before: black hair.



And my after...



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No color right!! My hair still looks so black. T____T
And I got a new haircut, and I AM CURSED I tell you, my bangs are cut a tad too short for my liking again.
I supposed it's what hairstylists do, to cut the bangs a little shorter than what it should be, so that it can grow out. But I look like a coconut head all over again! SIGH.




SEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. My hair still so black! :(


I am kinda disappointed, 'cause I spent quite a bit, and I guess I wanted to see a bit of difference. To be fair, you can sort of see the brown (chestnut? auburn? Too dark for me to decipher wtf) under a bright light; but I can't exactly be utilizing Smalls' word of advice forever-- carry a torchlight over my head wherever I go. -_________-



The only picture where you can sort of see anything at all is this picture which was taken with flash:




Dark haired beauty vs green-haired one wtf. I swear, Teeny's hair is going to turn as green as her shoes, haha!
But at least her color showed, it has a difference. T____T





Close-up of the pic-- you can make out the very dark brown!



And oh! I am not sure whether you can tell from the pictures, but Yen tinted my eyebrows to match my hair too! A complimentary service, damn nice right! :)


I can't decide whether I like my hair/color yet. Like I said, I personally feel that the color isn't really obvious, though Yen, my hairstylist insisted that I should take on a darker color as it's only my first time dying my hair-- she said that if I go too light the first time, I wouldn't be able to accept the stark change! Maybe she knows best. :( But I am considering to go dye my hair a lighter shade in one or two months' time! I mean, if I am going for a change, might as well go all the way right? :P And I have to wait till my bangs grow out a little more, it's a little too short for my liking now, makes me like a soh-por now wtf. T___T

Nudity got banned.

ARGHHHHH I am damn pissed now!!! I was halfway editing my Sexpo pictures from Melbourne, and my computer sort of crashed-- basically, it just keeps on saying that Windows Explorer has failed. WHAT IS THIS, can my computer sense that I am about to post up naughty saucy nude pics wtf, and this is all a mechanism to stop me from doing so!!!!!

Damn angry. Somemore my computers at home all crashing one by one, why like that! Must be my stupid brother everyday download all those stupid online games, and caught a virus or two or twenty wtf. ARGHHHHH.

Luckily I have my laptop! And I am not going to let anyone touch it. It must be siblings la! How else can you explain the fact that I have had my laptop for 4 years and it is still working fine!!!

And luckily I have ANTM cycle 10. DO YOU HEAR ME EVERYONE, IT'S OUT!
NEW SEASON OF ANTM IS OUT!!!

Sigh, damn happy. I let out tiny sighs of bliss every time I think of those unwatched new episodes.

Anyway, because I am using my laptop now, I only have Melbourne pictures; ya la, I am random like this.


Pictures while my parents were over at Melbourne for my graduation! :)



With mommy, at St. Kilda.
And this, is solid proof that I look like crap without bangs.


And I swear it's a family curse! Why everytime we go travelling, we look like crap wan. Or at least my mom does here wtf. Shit, will she cut my allowance if she reads this ar. But seriously, I would say that my mom is usually a very put-together woman, but put her on a plane/car/train to anywhere, and she immediately insists to put on loafers/sneakers and cargo pants! WTFFFF cargo pants!! Who still wears cargo pants!!! And god damn it if I am going to ever wear sneakers to another country.

Yes, I am still very sourrr... T____T 'Cause the last time I went with my family to Tokyo, one of the epitome of fashion capitals, I was wearing windbreakers and sneakers. GASP SPUTTER DIES.

NEVER AGAIN!!! T____T
That's why I am saving for a trip to go back to Tokyo to redeem myself wtf.






My old side swept bangs, and curls! Which my mom painstakingly did for my for my graduation ceremony the day before. :)
And I was pudgier then. T__T



No pictures of dad because the man always belong behind the camera lens WTF.







And I like these 2 pictures because my curls damn nice right! Like Rapunzel. :))))
Sorry la, I don't usually have curls, and even then, good hair days are a rarity to me.
Sigh, really damn nice la my hair here!



OK, no more.
Have to go to bed now before my dad comes back. He is out working now! At 4am!
Such is the life of a doctor on call. :(

Bon vivant.

-- A person with refined taste, especially one who enjoys superb food and drink.


I learnt a new word today! Haha, the boyfriend told me,

"You are such a bon vivant."


Proudly so, mister! :D

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Sigh.
One day after waking up, I groggily walked into the computer room, slipped (on what, I've no idea), flew upwards to the ceiling, and while I flopped back towards the floor, I jammed the underside of my arm onto the jagged broken part of a chair, and I have an ugly gash and a bruise now. :(




This picture was originally much bigger, but I cropped it to half of its size because I wanted my arm to look slimmer WTF.





Anyway, for people who has been wondering how Teeny's hair looks like now...



Stoned from all the bleach in her head wtf.


You can't really see the blonde and green-ness! In real life, it is taking on a mossy-drain look as the days go by wtf. My mom still doesn't know she has dyed her hair, she was out of the country when Teeny did it, but I saw her looking at Teeny's hair suspiciously today, haha!



And Teeny is damn obsessed with her hair now!






Everyday only touching and stroking her hair! Like a pet kitten stuck on her head wtf. And and and, she has been in a furiously angsty mood these few days, because she is broke from spending her last cent on her dye job (in fact she owes me money! *gleeful*); but all you need to do is just start talking to her about her hair, and she literally break into a smile; like she seriously shines with happiness! -__-

So yea, that's out secret weapon when she gets into a foul mood nowadays, Teeny, please don't reject our compliments on your hair k! T__T






Nah, I tried to take another picture of Teeny's hair! But the real color is still not entirely depicted! But it is nice, it's a bit out of the ordinary, a little quirky, and it suits Teeny, 'cause she is eccentric, HEEHEE.




Saja got picture of me 'cause I look fair here! :P




And I didn't dye my hair today. Pushed it to Monday. :(
I am like a pendulum, everyday I am swinging from one end to another-- one day I am all excited to get a fresh new look, the next day I am terrified of damaging my hair/looking like a lala/not having enough money to pay for the dye job wtf.



Oh, my mom just came back from the Venetian, Macau, yesterday!
Now now, my mom is a fussy, fussy woman, but she has non-stop praises of how fancy and beautiful the place is!!!
I damn want to go. :(




And I am sooooo happy and relieved today!
My credit card arrived today, and I hid in a corner as I peered over my dad scanning the bill.
HE DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING!
Phew!!!!!!!!

Compared to last month, he summoned me (like a ghost wtf) to his room, threw the credit card bill onto me, and enunciated two syllables clearly:

"Explain."


Damn scary right my dad! T_____T




So I am damn happy now, means I am off the hook, I can swipe my credit card more freely again! :D




*Update: The boyfriend said that maybe my dad is keeping mum and then curi-curi go and just cut my card.
WTFFFF I will not tolerate negativities!