I want McD's now.

Ok, I hate photobucket.
Hate it with a vengeance.
Loathe it with venom.


I have about a gazillion pictures, hee, the amount of pictures a normal person would have taken on a trip to Penang or Redang or Singapore, I take in 1 and 1/2 days.
But because photobucket hates M'sia-- is it just me, but it NEVER EVER LOADS, here is just a fraction of my pictures.




Doe-eyed in Kluang Station.



I was melting in this outfit-- NO MORE SLEEVES for me.



Teeny made a super duper lame observation yesterday-- we were both had flying creatures on our outfits! -__-
(owl for me, butterfly for her, in case you're that blur).




And this is me trying out Teeny's chest, because she told me that she is much flatter now.
We 're a kinky bunch, yes, we are. ;)






Guess where we were!
Zara kid's changing rooms.
The salesgirls there were giving me disapproving looks.
HMMPH, at least I can fit into kiddy clothes!


On a deeper note, I'm not sure that is something to be proud of. -_-



And our first girls' night out since I was back! :)
We went to TGI's Fridays-- 'cause we only left the house for dinner at 10.05pm.



I've always wanted to take pictures in the car!
My dreams are all easily achieved wtf.




And I met Samantha in TGI's! =)






Ok lah, I am damn sick of stroking the screen lovingly in the hope that photobucket would reciprocate and LOAD my fucking pictures.

More pics tomorrow! :)









Emo momos.

Pulang ke pangkuan ku.

I am back! :) :) :)


But I almost didn't. =(

Stupid Air India overbooked my flight, which I was only informed of 2 hours before I left for the airport. A painful 6 hours in the airport to wait and pray that I get a seat. Even a few tears shed in the airport, shame shame on me. Long story there, will express my UTMOST DISSATISFACTION towards Air India next time.


But at least I am home. :)








Got back yesterday, a super hectic day for me.



Taken at the airport. A huge group of Indians.
Air India wtf.





First activity itself, was a blind date--met up with Audree and Tze Ching, who are hilarious girls in real life. =)

Audree, I have something to confess, I was quite afraid that when I fetch you to Mid Valley, it would be akward and we'd have nothing to talk about; and I was plotting that should that happen, I will just press the "Eject" button and throw you out of the car. :P

And Tze Ching, you say "Why you like that wan!"as often in real life as in instant messaging conversations, haha! Have a safe flight! And hope that your UK experience will be fantastic, and I want to see you again in December k! All the best! :)


Outings with my loves.


(Yesterday).
Teeny refused to take any pictures, something about lack of make up, pffft.

And I was so disciplined yesterday! Zara's first day of sale, Topshop's preview sale for members, and I didn't even step in to any shops! *pats self on back*





(Today).


Today's notches on the bed headboard: One dress, two tops, and one top from Zara Kids wtf.





And yesterday, after dinner with the boyfriend at 1 Utama, we were discussing what to/where to go.

Him: Let's go up and down the escalators!
Me: ??!!? -_-
Him: I want to hug you from behind, and do that over and over again... I've been wanting to do that for ages.





:)

Us on the escalator.

I AM GOING TO START PACKING! Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!




*edit*

Fuck, I only packed in all the clothes in the shopping bags on my floor, and my suitcase is three-quarter full!!!

SHIT.





*edit*

I have packed in all my clothes already-- I HAVE HIT THE DREADED 20KG LIMIT! What about my accessories! My belts! My shoes! Food for the family! Presents for the sisters and bf!

FUCK LAR.

To a T.

I am studying for my Marketing exam tomorrow, and I came across these terms.



Compulsive buying- Chronic tendency to purchase products far in excess of both a person's needs and resources.
*click*


Compulsive consumption- An uncontrolled and obsessive consumption of a product or service frequently and in excessive amounts.
*click*



Materialism- The importance a person attaches to material possessions.


Salivating over my friend's Dior bag.






Eeek! -_-


Wish me luck for my exam tomorrow! Last paper yo! *jumps around in joy joy joy*

Don't come in when I am changing!

Good morning! Well, it's actually 1pm already, but I just woke up, so whatever. Am eating my breakfast now, it's this honey wheat cereal thingy WHICH I GOT CHEATED OF. 'Cause I thought, wheat, surely it's slimming right? And wheat doesn't really count as carbs right, since it's good carbs and all... But I just checked the label, and it says EXTRA ENERGY and CARBOHYDRATES, not Extra Slimming or Extra detoxifying! GRRR!

But of course, since it cost me AUD5. Eat only lah.

I usually don't study when I am eating, sort of like my break time, y'know... Thus, I am trying to prolong my breakfast as long as possible, although the cereal is so soggy and it looks EXTRA DISGUSTING now.

Didn't want to start a show, 'cause then I will feel compelled to finish the show, which would waste even more time, so I looked through my old pictures... I recently developed this obsession, and it's really nice to look at old photos in chronological order!!! Like a story unfolding itself wtf.

BUT. I realised I have another obsession!



Camwhoring in fitting rooms!



I posted this picture before, and a reader commented that I look like a little Santarina.
Baby, roleplay? ;)








But I don't take pictures of me trying on clothes though; I always snap shots of me in my own clothes. In fact, now to mention of it, I don't think I have EVER taken a picture of myself in outfits from the store that I tried on!
Which is kind of weird, I mean, surely I can take pictures of myself in my own clothes at home???
But I think it's the full length mirror syndrome-- give me a full length mirror, and I am out of control. -_-












And another reason why I don't take pictures of my trying clothes is 'cause... Well, I am not proud of it, but I have this thing where I only wear my clothes once. :( Well, most of it, anyway. It's a really bad habit, I know, but it started from the fact that I have too many new clothes, and if I were to repeat clothes, I'll just never ever get to wear everything I have... -____-
So, if I were to snap pictures of me wearing something from the store, technically that already counts as me wearing once, and there wouldn't be any point to buy said outfit anymore!

I know, I sound like a brat, but I am anal like that.





HAHAHAHA look at the amount of clothes that I tried on! I think I tried on more than 20 in that shop?
Out of which I bought 12, I think. -_-













And hiding behind closed doors means I can be as silly as I want.




Until a friend calls me and scream, "WHERE ARE YOU!! We've been waiting for 20minutes already!"
-_-












An all pink fitting room! Makes me feel so happy! :D



And the whole purpose of this picture is to show that the buttons on my dress are little flowers!
SHHOOOOO CUTEEE! But I just realised you can't see it.
BAH. The whole point I bought the dress is 'cause of the buttons.





And this is one of my favorite dresses that I bought this semester! :)
Worn out on a winter day somemore. ;)








The scary thing? I still have truckloads of pictures of me in fitting rooms. -_-











Ok, is it me, but do I suddenly itch to go shopping?

It's that time again.







When going home is so real.
It's no longer a faraway plan that will materialize in 13 weeks worth of assignments and tests.
It's not longer an offhanded remark of "I wanna go hooome!!" anymore.

Actually, I have been feeling like that since... more than a week ago? :)







My mom called me a few days ago, to ask me what time she should fetch me at the airport, when should she call me, where should I wait for her.
It hit me hard, WOW, I am going home.



When I tell my boyfriend that I can't wait for your hugs and kisses!
They are actually just a few days away.
When we tell each other we miss each other, we both know, these words will soon be tucked into a dusty little suitcase and be buried away. =)


In fact, in exactly 7 days time, right at this moment, I should be cuddled up up to this Calvin Klein Truth-smelling boy in a cinema, watching Shrek 3. :)






It's gonna be a little different this time, since you can't come greet me in the airport (why must people work), and I can't believe I actually have to wait one whole day before I get to see you!
But then again, the last time when you came fetch me from the airport, I expected a romantic and tearful reunion, mana tahu when I stepped out of the arrival hall, I saw that you saw me, but you still slowly finished your burger thingy and threw away the wrapper before coming to greet me. -___________-


What would be my first words when I see you..?
Should I straightaway kiss your lips, or should I tiptoe to kiss both of your cheeks first?
Would you pull me into arms? Or would you lick my nose ('cause you like to irritate me)?
Oh my god, what should I wear? Will you tell me that I look the same? Or would you pinch the fats on my waist. -_-
I can't wait to go to Jogoya with you! The dress that I purposely bought for Jogoya because you said you'll bring me there is still stashed in my wardrobe untouched, because you still haven't brought me there, pffft.
I want to hold hands while you drive, ruffle your hair when you sleep, act mulia when I give you the last keropok leko.
And I have all these naughty things that I want to do with you. ;)
And I need you to bring me to eat chicken rice! Pork noodles! Bak Kut Teh! Ramli burger! Murni! And we still have to watch Pirates of the Caribbean and Shrek 3!


But most of all, I just need to be back where I belong.





:)







And of course, I MISS MY SISTERS SO MUCH.
Everyday, I'll see at least one of them online, the line "10 MORE DAYS!!!", "9 MORE DAYS!!!" and so on will pop up on our screens. :)



Hey, ugly photos are a must, no? ;)


I can't wait for our girlie days and nights out! Haha, we share the same mentality-- we have too many new clothes, but no occasions to wear!! Wardrobe changes 3 times a day yo! :D
And manicures k! :) I am faithfully growing my nails now!
And I foresee many Kim Gary sessions... And Chilli's... And Secret Recipe... Kluang Station...
I want karaoke too! Jing, brush up on your Chinese songs.. And Mariah Carey and Whitney Houston's When You Believe again ya? ;)
And it's great to know mommy bought Stephen Chow's DVD sets!! Wahahahah, we are so going to have a Stephen Chow movie marathon-- and be retarded the day after!!
And our Fucking Mental Day, can't wait, my dears! =p












Yep, it's true, it's THAT time again.













I can almost smell my roti bakar. :)

Emo at 1am.

They are gone.







Smalls and Mey should have touched down a couple of hours ago, should have long been enveloped into familiar scents, familiar faces, familiar embraces.
Jac just left a little while ago.





I feel... sad. It's going to be so different without three noisy girls entertaining me. It's barely 2 hours, but already the house feels empty. Cold. Quiet. Barren.



I am telling myself to not be affected by the humming silence. To not be slightly disturbed by the fact that the three other doors along the corridor are locked shut. To not look at the shoes and slippers that are scattered outside their room doors.



Concentrate on the positive things, concentrate on the positive things. I could use this alone time to concentrate on studying for my 2 papers next week.


And hey, I could walk around the house naked for all I care! And shit with the door open. -_-

*********************************************

Thank goodness for the boyfriend. Immediately after Jac closed the door behind her wheeled suitcase, I messaged him to tell him that everyone was gone. And he replied me almost immediately, and promised to teman me from afar. :)

Better than my stupid sister, who when I told her online that I am all alone at home and everyone has flew home already, her reply was "You not scared ar? *scary eerie music starts playing*" -_-

And even though he was dead tired from work, he still talked to me on the phone for a freaking long time. We just hung up, and now he's back at the office, to work through the night.


Happy thoughts for the day:
I messaged him this afternoon, to tell him that I was eating Hello Panda, and that I was thinking of him, 'cause he's always making fun of me about Hello Panda, Hello Kitty, Mashimaro and goodness knows what keropok Keropi. I have a phobia of all these things.

He replied me, " Bee, why so ngam wan!! I just bought you Hello Panda!!!"


:)




A stupid picture of us and Hello Panda.


This was taken about 2 years ago, I think?
The idiot forced me to pose with Hello Panda, 'cause of my aforementioned phobia.
Hey, I like to eat it, but I am not proud of it k? =p




And while we were on the phone just now, I told him I cried earlier in the night.
Him (sympathetic/worried voice): Why, beee???
Me: 'Cause I watched Friends!!! :D
Him: Hah? All your flatmates flew back already, so you watched Friends, then you cry 'cause you have no more friends is it?????
Me: -_- NO LA! Rachel gave birth to her baby but she and Ross cannot get together!!!




Another time:
My sms: Beee, I LAAAAAP YOU!
His reply: You lap me? Or you want to lapdance for me???


-______________-












I love you because of all these. :)
Wait.







I love you in spite of all these! ;)

Good riddance!

HELLO, EVERYBODY!

I have officially graduated!!!

Well, considered graduated lah, 'cause I just finished the hardest unit in my degree today.
Goodbye, tax law! :)
Though I'll miss my tutor, who is awfully, awfully cute.

Erm, don't ask me whether that means I passed with flying colors or all that shizz.
I definitely passed, but my record of scoring High Distinctions for law units would be broken now. *sigh*


And it was soooo cute today! While I was waiting for the bus (to get to the exam venue, which us in another town, for bloody sake), and I was ranting to my friend about how worried I was for tax law, when he told me, 'look there, there's hope for us!'

And what did I see, but a beautiful arch of rainbow! :)


HAHHAHHAHA, joker lah, ray of hope.

I actually wanted to snap a picture of it, and I was fumbling in my bag to retrieve my camera, but my friends were all like, you bring a camera to exams???? So I got shy, and pretended that I didn't bring it. :(






Anyway! Exams haven't been treating me well. I have bushy caterpillars for eyebrows.

Oh wait! Did I mention that I found a caterpillar on the lettuce I bought that day!!!! And 'cause the vegetable was kept in the fridge, the caterpillar was frozen (my fridge is really cold) on the leaves! EEWWW!!

Erm, ya, anyway, as I was saying, I have bushy, unkempt eyebrows. And I have like a trillion pimples on my face. I haven't used toner for 3 days. I have a really toxic zit on my shoulder, which I am proud to say, I have already happily poked and squeezed the pus out of. My flatmates call my hair 'lion head'. My skin is so dry, that it's peeling (no time to apply lotion), and certain parts of my fingers are scabby-ish (too dry). Oh lord, if my boyfriend is to hold my hand now! :( And my teeth is yellow and stained, 'cause of the extensive coffee-drinking these few days.

So yea, basically I am in the worst shape a human being can be in now.

At least my stomach is flat(ter). I finished all my snacks a couple of days ago (I blame it on exam stress) and I was too busy to go get groceries.



LOOK AT ME 2 WEEKS AGO!




Errr, I was supposed to be doing the 'smooooking' gesture, but I just look like I had a finger cramp. -_-






YOU SEE? Presentable. That's what I was!

I look like Frankenstein's bride now. T_T



Oh, but I got my period already! It was 2 weeks late-- it's the STRESS, I'm telling you! Trust me, having an extended 2 weeks of PMS-ing is no fun.











And and and! I am very sad. :(
All the other flatties (referring to our residence, not the mammary glands) are going home on Wednesday. Yes, home.
And I will be all alone in the flat until I finish the rest of my papers next week. When it's MY turn for home.

ALL ALONE.



And I just found out some really saddening news. Stupid Jing wants to work during the time that I will be home! Work, as in for the whole day. How are we gonna spend time together then! All because you want to save some moolah to buy a LV bag.

Now what's more important ar, sisterly love or LV bag!!!!!?



Wait a minute, don't answer that. -_-







Everyone's almost done with their exams already (the flatties will all be done with their papers by tomorrow), and I actually have to wait ONE MORE WEEK for my next paper on the following Monday! And another one consecutively on Tuesday.

God, just kill me.

Smalls was trying to comfort me that my situation is better than hers, 'cause she had to do 3 papers in 3 days.

But y'see, that is like pulling a plaster swiftly! You just get the pain over with.
Whereas my situation is like amputating my leg with a butter knife-- never-ending torture.



ARGHHHHHHH.






Can I at least have my (good) looks back, please???

Sleepyhead.

Hahaha, I was looking through some of the pictures in my hard disk drive (err, don't ask me why I am not studying =p), and I found a folder full of these pictures!!!

I don't even remember taking them... The boyfriend must have sneaked them into my laptop. -_-









Taken one day when I was napping in his place




And he kept on kacau-ing me...


Yuppp, those are his Manchester United covers!! :)
I got it for his birthday 2 years ago-- surprised him by pakating with his sister to change his quilt cover and set everything up while he was out with me, so that when he stepped into the room, his bed was all made up with the covers. :)




Lifting one eyelid to see what he was up to.




I was giving him the evil eye.
But fuiyohh! Like model pose sial.




And he just kept on camwhoring and camwhoring... Without me being aware of it! *growl*




And he wouldn't give up.



Leave me alone laaa!



Inilah muka terpaksa.




Hahahaha, giving him the death stare!
(look at how scared he looked! :P)




Stirring from my sleep... ;)



Bleah.. *waves white flag*




YOU WIN!





And those, are about the most unflattering pictures you'll ever see of me.




I love you, sillyhillybilly. <3